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<title>Gar</title>
<p><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Runic_letter_gar.svg"><img src="../img/runes/gar.svg" alt="Gar rune" title="Gar rune"></a></p>
<h1>Gar</h1>
<p>Traditional meaning: Odin's spear</p>
<p>Meanings when upright:</p>
<ul>
<li>stop asking</li>
<li>you're not supposed to know</li>
<li>wait and watch</li>
<li>you must go forward on faith alone</li>
</ul>
<p>Meanings when inverted:</p>
<ul>
<li>you need to know</li>
</ul>
<hr>
<p>There is not a known Norwegian or Anglo-Saxon rune poem for Gar.</p>
<p>A modern poem:</p>
<blockquote>
<p>There used to be "forbidden questions"<br/>
you would only answer with hesitation,<br/>
would sometimes answer "no"<br/>
just to throw<br/>
a wrench in my anxiety's gears.</p>
<p>Although<br/>
I guess by now I should know<br/>
that if you've loved me all these years,<br/>
there's no reason you would stop now.<br/>
Not after everything I've ever done<br/>
or the atrocities I have yet to commit:<br/>
your life is mine, you insist;<br/>
I'm the only one you want to spend it with.</p>
<p>I guess by now<br/>
you've figured out<br/>
that nervousness is my base nature,<br/>
that while consciously I know,<br/>
it hasn't pierced through all my layers.<br/>
Hasn't come to reside<br/>
in my left lung, straining for air,<br/>
strung up with rope and left to die.</p>
<p>It's said that Odin sacrificed<br/>
himself to himself in this way,<br/>
knowledge the thing that he sought.<br/>
An alphabet to answer magic,<br/>
guard rails for creative thought.</p>
<p>Just as fated is Nidhogg<br/>
to the roots of Yggdrasil forever gnaw,<br/>
so I too lurk the underground of Yewiffe,<br/>
stuck going in circles, unable to leave.<br/>
This last rune standing at the end of time,<br/>
a doorway out<br/>
crossed out<br/>
with two opposing lines.<br/>
There's something in my past<br/>
for which I am wracked with longing,<br/>
but I can't find it<br/>
and neither do I know what it is<br/>
and going down is this ship<br/>
and the blood<br/>
in my lungs<br/>
is pooling<br/>
where the spear<br/>
has pierced<br/>
my side<br/>
and in my own sorrow sans escape I am drowning.</p>
<p>"I thought I told you-<br/>
<i>I thought you knew</i>-<br/>
that I'd never leave you behind."</p>
</blockquote>