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<title>Inguz</title>
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<p><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Runic_letter_ingwaz_variant.svg"><img src="../img/runes/inguz.svg" alt="Inguz rune" title="Inguz rune"></a></p>
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<h1>Inguz</h1>
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<p>Traditional meaning: Ing/Frey</p>
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<p>Meanings when upright:</p>
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<ul>
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<li>doorway home</li>
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<li>completion & beginning of new cycle</li>
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<li>repressed memories</li>
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<li>things you need to improve on</li>
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<li>fertility and renewal</li>
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<li>sacrifice of the self to further self-growth</li>
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<li>pregnancy</li>
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<li>a period of isolated rest</li>
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</ul>
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<p>Meanings when inverted:</p>
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<ul>
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<li>infertility</li>
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<li>a project still underway</li>
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</ul>
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<p>Inguz can be useful for:</p>
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<ul>
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<li>warding/protecting children</li>
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<li>keeping out negative energy</li>
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<li>casting glamours</li>
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<li>scrying and astral journeying</li>
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<li>storing magical power for later use</li>
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</ul>
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<hr>
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<p>Anglo-Saxon rune poem:</p>
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<blockquote>Ing wæs ærest mid East-Denum<br>gesewen secgun, oþ he siððan est<br>ofer wæg gewat; wæn æfter ran;<br>ðus Heardingas ðone hæle nemdun.</blockquote>
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<blockquote>Ing was first seen by men among the East-Danes,<br>till, followed by his chariot,<br>he departed eastwards over the waves.<br>So the Heardingas named the hero.</blockquote>
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<p>There is not a Norwegian rune poem for Inguz.</p>
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<p>A modern poem:</p>
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<blockquote>
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<p>"Why are you crying?<br/>
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We are going to be reunited<br/>
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before the sun rises.<br/>
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Before twelve more hours pass<br/>
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I will be in your steady arms at last."</p>
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<p>Because I must ask you, dear friend,<br/>
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to return to the Inside<br/>
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because there is a task for you yet.</p>
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<p>This swampy murky place<br/>
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has done a number on your psyche.<br/>
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I know that you carried some guilt<br/>
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at Rainroom's last painful parting,<br/>
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but here it's turned up to twenty-eight.<br/>
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I don't for the life of me understand<br/>
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why you agonize<br/>
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over something that happened in fourth grade<br/>
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or why you feel things would have turned out better<br/>
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had you to certain individuals been able to say goodbye.<br/>
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Isn't this what you wanted, Lethe?<br/>
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To disappear from their gaze<br/>
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without a trace?</p>
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<p>This guilt is a rock in your hands.<br/>
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Hold it, feel its heft,<br/>
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every jagged edge.<br/>
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You carry this around everywhere.<br/>
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For what purposes? To what end?<br/>
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A bludgeon to hold at arm's<br/>
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length<br/>
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to try to ensure you can't ever be harmed<br/>
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again?</p>
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<p>There is nothing that can be done<br/>
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for most of these,<br/>
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and for those that can, attempts to appease<br/>
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would just reopen old wounds and make matters worse.<br/>
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Please,<br/>
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Lethe,<br/>
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just accept that<br/>
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some people will dislike you no matter what.</p>
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<p>And some people love you despite all that you've done.</p>
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<p>Some know your entire herstory,<br/>
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even the parts they themselves did not see,<br/>
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and choose to love you anyway.</p>
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<p>If they can do so knowing no motives,<br/>
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then I see no reason you must<br/>
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with the heavy weight of guilt live.</p>
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<p>You can set<br/>
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the rock<br/>
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down. You can shed<br/>
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the burden.<br/>
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This paradox<br/>
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of a task:<br/>
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to not act,<br/>
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to not harm<br/>
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yourself any longer.</p>
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<p>And so I too must set you down<br/>
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back into your body on the bloodstrewn ground,<br/>
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alive and healed and undead.<br/>
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I'll keep my promise eventually, I swear;<br/>
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the end is within sight.<br/>
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I just need you<br/>
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to do<br/>
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this one thing<br/>
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before your vessel will let itself die.</p>
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</blockquote>
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