2024-05-09

ld/directory.mu

@@ -3,25 +3,28 @@
 >> I run this
 `F908`_`[MayVaneDay - Perthro`49fc062768ec9ce76bffdc7ff5c97bd6:/page/index.mu]`_`f
 
->> 2024-W17
+>> 2024-W18
 `F908`_`[Unsigned`ec58b0e430cd9628907383954feea068:/page/index.mu]`_`f
 `F908`_`[V0LT Node`e412f02e798e7af751840f26cdac3206:/page/index.mu]`_`f
 `F908`_`[nomadForum Public Beta`428118bf70e715a89331ea928b250c05:/page/index.mu]`_`f
 `F908`_`[HYPOGEA`81c987e99b3cf649c3957942355085ba:/page/index.mu]`_`f
 `F908`_`[SparkN0de`b407b32b576d55b31c73380518537ac0:/page/index.mu]`_`f
 `F908`_`[SparkN0de-ext1`42464efb1d4fe2615c1016e24c3a7c86:/page/index.mu]`_`f
-`F908`_`[suah`3b5bc6888356193f1ac1bfb716c1beef:/page/index.mu]`_`f
-`F908`_`[TrollyIsNotDead`9c06ead4028b142186aa74415b3c2928:/page/index.mu]`_`f
-`F908`_`[S0LAR|N0DE`24878ea1f8b5b9f89c7a55789d38993b:/page/index.mu]`_`f
 `F908`_`[RotatedNode`11796bb40d515104e7e7d9f37757869e:/page/index.mu]`_`f
 `F908`_`[SwissLibertarian`af959c4c4069fb62b91e9e9ee3451518:/page/index.mu]`_`f
 `F908`_`[SherbyNode`3e05f77a9f0dbfc124f230862153c9f9:/page/index.mu]`_`f
-`F908`_`[NiceBoatNode`a693d2b5183f4125a934015afe87970c:/page/index.mu]`_`f
 `F908`_`[ReZero_NN`a7b3eed8b84ee72fb7cf36c05787b924:/page/index.mu]`_`f
 `F908`_`[The Outpost`84595b37a4225a27a7b6476099b79b91:/page/index.mu]`_`f
 `F908`_`[ATYHnet`f1479204acdc5b34b6ea3f3c122d7b82:/page/index.mu]`_`f
 `F908`_`[Raisin`6e31e8ee01459f67e3412f41d8123ff0:/page/index.mu]`_`f
 `F908`_`[SHTF`74ec9ae6a7492d5fb886c0087635d6e0:/page/index.mu]`_`f
+`F908`_`[Retipedia - Wikipedia 90gb`42df8727d61bf63f06bc1176fb2ecea3:/page/index.mu]`_`f
+
+>> 2024-W17
+`F908`_`[suah`3b5bc6888356193f1ac1bfb716c1beef:/page/index.mu]`_`f
+`F908`_`[TrollyIsNotDead`9c06ead4028b142186aa74415b3c2928:/page/index.mu]`_`f
+`F908`_`[S0LAR|N0DE`24878ea1f8b5b9f89c7a55789d38993b:/page/index.mu]`_`f
+`F908`_`[NiceBoatNode`a693d2b5183f4125a934015afe87970c:/page/index.mu]`_`f
 
 >> 2024-W16
 `F908`_`[MaysStories`e3a7a06856bee53e055c404c98eeae74:/page/index.mu]`_`f
@@ -34,9 +37,6 @@
 >> 2024-W14
 `F908`_`[WhatWeOweTheFuture`2dce2ba3669489deae7f2d9a0cf215f0:/page/index.mu]`_`f
 
->> 2024-W13
-`F908`_`[Retipedia - Wikipedia 90gb`42df8727d61bf63f06bc1176fb2ecea3:/page/index.mu]`_`f
-
 >> 2024-W10
 `F908`_`[ShadowNET`bcc66c2ff91608b8f221a45369d86be0:/page/index.mu]`_`f
 `F908`_`[Net_Test_2`ebafbf6ef7ba1f58d9f525c056abe766:/page/index.mu]`_`f
@@ -59,16 +59,3 @@
 
 >> 2023-W52
 `F908`_`[=^.^=`223c396cc0515582fd0dbaad471bd7d5:/page/index.mu]`_`f
-
->> Never responded since started checking - likely gone
-`F908`_`[Anthill`795f277c7934e2edecdb65eca1a5d825:/page/index.mu]`_`f
-`F908`_`[SolarExpress`d16df67bff870a8eaa2af6957c5a2d7d:/page/index.mu]`_`f
-`F908`_`[khimaros`2832a04e48f4c1bfacf6c9e7a26d5ea9:/page/index.mu]`_`f
-`F908`_`[Acehoss`df6d8c549318ef3aaebbb34e2935c25b:/page/index.mu]`_`f
-`F908`_`[OpenWRT Test`5875ea9c5acbaf48e188e95a448bdc8c:/page/index.mu]`_`f
-`F908`_`[SEJO76N01`9311ff58eb3ee567eb836ddbafb2a154:/page/index.mu]`_`f
-`F908`_`[Panzer`37bf37a61a37d84c18e799aa095f679f:/page/index.mu]`_`f
-`F908`_`[NET///Textboard`d4ce4431012dde122e7caa59a0c457bb:/page/index.mu]`_`f
-`F908`_`[AdventPC`cf57356564c0678d7a1c99aaf68bc533:/page/index.mu]`_`f
-`F908`_`[has`39f4bed3f07f44e1b430d93b678860e0:/page/index.mu]`_`f
-`F908`_`[doesnm`bfb74158721cf65aa4c7b4571d964798:/page/index.mu]`_`f

poetry/a/alte.txt

@@ -0,0 +1,33 @@
+Alte
+2024-04-23
+
+***
+
+So long, my old computer.
+We hardly knew each other,
+and those that we shared were some of the worst of my days.
+While you were in my grasp
+I somehow managed to lose track
+of my sense of self,
+sell
+it to a stranger
+who first felt my chaotic blood, Judas, prime betrayer.
+
+Goodbye, you old piece of shit,
+even though you were the newest
+apart from my desktop that I bought in hopes of work.
+Funny how the decade-old
+laptops bitter, short, and slow
+have lasted longer than you did despite bearing far more hurt.
+I'll have to spend a few days just to bleed
+from the ego pain
+of knowing a way
+to repair is out of reach.
+
+Rest in piss
+in the salvage bin
+or the back of my closet, never used again.
+
+***
+
+CC BY-NC-SA 4.0 (c) Vane Vander

poetry/index.mu

@@ -16,6 +16,7 @@
 `F908`_`[Abortion II`:/page/poetry/a/abortion2.txt]`_`f
 `F908`_`[Abortion III`:/page/poetry/a/abortion3.txt]`_`f
 `F908`_`[ADAMANTINE'S MANDATE`:/page/poetry/a/adamantines_mandate.txt]`_`f
+`F908`_`[Alte`:/page/poetry/a/alte.txt]`_`f
 
 >> B
 `F908`_`[Better Version`:/page/poetry/b/better-version.txt]`_`f
@@ -102,6 +103,8 @@
 `F908`_`[Library Prompt I`:/page/poetry/l/library1.txt]`_`f
 `F908`_`[Library Prompt II`:/page/poetry/l/library2.txt]`_`f
 `F908`_`[Library Prompt III`:/page/poetry/l/library3.txt]`_`f
+`F908`_`[Library Prompt IV`:/page/poetry/l/library4.txt]`_`f
+`F908`_`[Library Prompt V`:/page/poetry/l/library5.txt]`_`f
 
 >> M
 `F908`_`[Melia`:/page/poetry/m/melia.txt]`_`f

poetry/l/library4.txt

@@ -0,0 +1,17 @@
+Library Prompt IV
+2024-04-21
+
+***
+
+I accost my friend under endless starry sky.
+"Hey, Nameless? What if we threw you a party
+to find a new name which we can call you by?"
+He glares with eyes half-closed: sorrowful, most likely,
+although I know he'll never expose his feelings true.
+"I must refuse. I know I was once called by name.
+If you renamed me, I'd never be able to exhume
+what was once written but now carefully erased."
+
+***
+
+CC BY-NC-SA 4.0 (c) Vane Vander

poetry/l/library5.txt

@@ -0,0 +1,24 @@
+Library Prompt V
+2024-04-22
+
+***
+
+Under occlusive skies better left unnamed
+I toss and turn in bed, wracked with the pain
+of reminder that elsewhere in the state
+someone still towards me holds illest will,
+thinks less of their memory of me
+than perfection's divinity.
+I try
+to remind
+myself less as a salve
+than a desperate attempt to keep myself calm:
+the body takes seven years to recycle its cells,
+meaning no part of me experienced their hell
+and for what I did am no longer responsible;
+when I left, I made the cleanest break possible,
+and if they haven't changed that yet I doubt they ever will.
+
+***
+
+CC BY-NC-SA 4.0 (c) Vane Vander