diff --git a/2024_books.html b/2024_books.html new file mode 100755 index 0000000..a5d2d54 --- /dev/null +++ b/2024_books.html @@ -0,0 +1,49 @@ +<html> + <head> + <title>Vane reads one book by women every week of 2024 - MayVaneDay Studios</title> + <style> + body { + margin: auto; + margin-top: 14px; + font-family: monospace !important; + background-color: #cc99ff; + max-width: 1000px; + } + table { + width: auto; + margin-left: auto; + margin-right: auto; + } + table, td { + border: 1px solid; + max-width: 800px; + } + h1 { + text-align: center; + padding: 4px; + } + table, h1 { + background-color: #99ccff; + } + </style> + </head> + <body> + <h1>Vane reads one book by women every week of 2024</h1> + <table> + <thead> + <th>Date finished reading</th> + <th>Book Title</th> + <th>Author</th> + <th>Comments / notes</th> + </thead> + <tbody> + <tr> + <td>2024-01-01</td> + <td>The Raven Boys</td> + <td>Maggie Stiefvater</td> + <td>Despite the insufferability of the average rich kid psyche, this book was actually a quite enjoyable romp through the Virginia countryside. Four boys, one of which is dead and pretending otherwise, and a kinda-not-really psychic girl try to wake up a ley line in search of a dead king and end up getting their Latin teacher trampled to death. Good times.</td> + </tr> + </tbody> + </table> + </body> +</html> \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/blog/2023/december/typesetting.html b/blog/2023/december/typesetting.html old mode 100644 new mode 100755 diff --git a/fuckoff.txt b/fuckoff.txt deleted file mode 100755 index f9bd1f2..0000000 --- a/fuckoff.txt +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -Hi! You look like a web crawler or other kind of bot. Your access to this site has been blocked. 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My wife is as well. I'm going to publish the posts I already have drafted and then take a break from blogging for a while. Be on the lookout for a weekly music and books review section to be added to this site.</li> </ul> - </div>--> + </div> <hr> <div class="box"> <p class="center"> @@ -64,11 +72,11 @@ <hr> <div class="box center"> <a href="http://127.0.0.1:8082/ipns/mayvaneday.org/">[IPFS]</a> - <a href="http://zli2qsg54w7y42vgw4xxlnj4nktcpg7xp33yjxkp33sjafvznbwa.b32.i2p">[I2P]</a> - <a href="http://yggdrasil.mayvaneday.art">[Yggdrasil]</a> - <a href="http://127.0.0.1:8888/USK@Up0ipQCQjyY2PaGofU-P63kJMb54E0~2xZiUnyxPypM,rGmJhPDVou6DwS6Eh23sZ93hVbDaA6v4D5l3vWsN-oY,AQACAAE/mayvaneday/-1/">[Freenet]</a> <a href="http://meynethaffeecapsvfphrcnfrx44w2nskgls2juwitibvqctk2plvhqd.onion">[Tor]</a> - <a href="https://git.disroot.org/lethe/mayvaneday">[Git]</a> + <a href="http://zli2qsg54w7y42vgw4xxlnj4nktcpg7xp33yjxkp33sjafvznbwa.b32.i2p">[I2P]</a> +<!-- <a href="http://yggdrasil.mayvaneday.art">[Yggdrasil]</a> --> + <a href="http://127.0.0.1:8888/USK@Up0ipQCQjyY2PaGofU-P63kJMb54E0~2xZiUnyxPypM,rGmJhPDVou6DwS6Eh23sZ93hVbDaA6v4D5l3vWsN-oY,AQACAAE/mayvaneday/-1/">[Freenet]</a> + <a href="https://codeberg.org/lethe/mayvaneday">[Git]</a> <a href="gemini://meynethaffeecapsvfphrcnfrx44w2nskgls2juwitibvqctk2plvhqd.onion">[Gemini over Tor]</a> <a href="spartan://meynethaffeecapsvfphrcnfrx44w2nskgls2juwitibvqctk2plvhqd.onion">[Spartan over Tor]</a> </div> diff --git a/poetry/a/adamantines_mandate.txt b/poetry/a/adamantines_mandate.txt new file mode 100755 index 0000000..0c2be65 --- /dev/null +++ b/poetry/a/adamantines_mandate.txt @@ -0,0 +1,46 @@ +ADAMANTINE'S MANDATE +2024-01-01 + +*** + +before, in your grief, the heavens you beseech +"direct my actions; the world I want's beyond reach" +just remember all the men who ever deemed you "leech" + +between terror and wildfire's rage you oscillated +unsure if in reach was your own liberation +or if it was too much to hope for, craven + +call it patriarchal reversal, projection, +but even bearing the blood of your mother's chaotic kin +the world that you seek is one where you escape +where theirs is one where they've made women their slaves + +your first reaction to this realization is to declare war: +"I can't tolerate this lifelessness! I won't take it anymore!" +but piles of generations stronger than you have tried that very same: +but what if the men threw a war, and this time not a single gyne came? + +think about this year past, of all the blessings I bestowed +when you stopped wasting all your energies on the fruitless hope +that you could convince your parents through tears and self-abandonment +to change and instead refocused on what you could do to circumvent + +you kept your promises to Luce: you got your high employment +and now work from home in a self-sovereign apartment +that you needed no help to acquire, no hand-holding, no debt +so, considering this: instead of war, what if you made a world instead? + +like you wanted five years ago as you write this: +a world free of coercion and sickness +the likes of which can barely be imagined: +as startling as you stand now compared to "just moved in"? + +you've got to remember: you've survived every "moid" +who beseeched their god that you'd succumb to the void +I'll be your shield: black, gold, adamantine +if you'll still be my Anima Mundi + +*** + +CC BY-NC-SA 4.0 (c) Vane Vander \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/poetry/index.html b/poetry/index.html index 3bce6f6..a00669b 100755 --- a/poetry/index.html +++ b/poetry/index.html @@ -3,38 +3,36 @@ <head> <meta http-equiv="Content-Type" content="text/html; 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