messymessy 2020-11-28 *** as a woman, everyone thinks I'm a mess, that I must be embroiled in some bitter distress because I wear no makeup, do not clothe myself in a dress, and laugh at those who seek to make themselves less *Sweetheart, sugar pumpkin,* my grandmother would croon, despite my pleading that I be immune to being dolled up, I, rough, unhewn, secretly in love with the girl in the moon *** CC BY-NC-SA 4.0 (c) Vane Vander